Thank You, Allah, to keep me alive, to breathe the fresh air and hear the sound of the wind, to see the raindrops falling on the green leaves, to smell my favourite foods and giving me wonderful people and opportunities. Today Hijri is a better day to check in and reflect on my own life. There’s some actions or lesson that keep me alive.
Expectations Will Always Lead To Some Sort Of Disappointment
Expect nothing and hope for the best. Putting expectations on sentiments sets me up for failure. I have no power over anyone other than myself. If I go in with no expectations, I’ll be continually pleased.
Confidence Really Is Key
Confidence can be developed. Learn what needs to be learned, do what needs to be done. Be confident without being cocky or arrogant. Never put people down.
This semester, I have a FYP and the title of my project is RE: GEN – WEB-BASED RESUME GENERATOR WITH CONTENT RECOMMENDER FOR IT JOB FIELD. Sounds so cool right? 😎 hahaha. NGL but this semester challenges my patience and not getting enough rest. It’s because I need to do a lot of research and understands the architecture of the recommender system. After a few hectic weeks, it’s finally QnA session with my examiner. At first, she’s really said “We’ll do it for a few minutes because I’ve got a headache”. Then, yeah….. she asked a lot of questions unexpectedly the time taken was one hour. My supervisor and I were very surprised as her students never get such a long session. I’m tired of answering all the questions and the good thing was I can answered all of my examiner KBAT’s questions. After QnA session, my supervisor just wanted to have a quick talk with me and I didn’t expect that she’s gonna summarized my attitude for the whole semester. The facts that I can accept others opinions and be resilient are attitudes that have been mentioned by her. She’s proud of me as I can actually did a great FYP QnA session and proposal (View my proposal). She told me that my attitude is useful in my future job as I can accept others opinions and also give my own opinions to come out with better decisions. In my life, I’ve never been afraid to admit my own mistakes and I’m never cut down on people opinions just because I think I’m always right. You know…. some people tend to blame external factors than internal factors.
It’s Worth
I never thought of having a relationship with someone because I always thought it’s gonna waste my time. When I was in school, I was busy with myself, focused on my subjects and enjoyed my moments with my friends. My current relationship is something that I’d never plan. It just happens without asking and thank god I’ve got someone who cherishes and loving me for who I am. I asked him a lot of questions before we are together because I don’t want to waste my time being with someone who is not on the same level as me. The level means whether we have the same view on politics, academics, finances, family, etc. Some people gonna think those questions are ridiculous if you just start the relationship and should ask before marriage. But, for me, those questions should be asked before starting the relationship. Because I don’t want to waste a few days months and years with someone that has different views from me and regret later. Lol, I really take my future seriously. I attract to my current boyfriend because he’s got a lot of opinions/views on some issues. Some men are gonna agree with whatever I think and that makes the conversation seems bored. I want some arguments and tell me why your arguments are better than mine. He’s really different from me. He’s an ENFP and I’m an INTJ. He’s more concerned with harmony and will try to avoid conflict. Some issues may arise, but there are plenty of shared ideals that hold our relationship together. We are now together and get along extremely well.
That’s it. Thank You.
